A Chaotic Mind

It was a perfect saturday eve with an overcast sky with a cool breeze.I was walking up the stairs of the metro station with earphones plugged in my ears, with one of my fav track "Zinda" played on them. Suddenly something clinged onto my feet. Before i could grumble on what it was , i saw a kid there holding my feet. A sweet little kid with golden hair and no he was not blonde it was just the lack of oiling which had made them so. He surely didn't had a bath from weeks but still he looked cute.He was there to ask for some money,i won't say that he was begging rather he was made to beg. Because such a small kid won't know anything about money. At most if he wants ,he could ask for the cold drink bottle i had in my hand , something to eat or some other random stuff. I just smiled and said "Leave me beta" and walked ahead. But as if he was trained that if somebody smiles then he is a probable who would surely shell out few bucks from his pocket, he just...

A world so free that i can fly like a bird. Travel like air, love like god. Care like a mother.. Words so innocent that they can't even pierce the air, Faith so strong that i don't doubt somebody else's. Learning so pure so it couldn't be condemned or doubted.. Smile so intoxicating that i can make a heartbroken fellow smile. A walk so swift that i don't fear to be left alone. A speech so true that it could inspire humanity. Deeds so pure that they could be repeated. A Life so meaningful that i could conclude that i actually lived and existed. ------------- Humanity is the biggest gift that the race living on the planet earth has ever got. But to keep up with this is a task which requires umpteen skills. This world has always depicted great examples of apathy, but likewise there have been stains on this bright sky of humanity. The "Holocaust" is one of the clear examples of this in-humanity, 60 million Jews were tortured , made devoid...

It was year and a half, and he could even count the days since the last time he saw her.But he could still hear her voice echo in his ears, could feel that soft touch of her. He didn't ever cared if she was beautiful or not. Only thing he knew was that she was one of the reasons for him to breathe. There were days when his days started with her and often used to end seeing her smile. But now all those were memories ,he even had started to blur her down in his memory lane , but as rightly said the more you try to run away from something the more it comes back to you. -- It was one of the fine sunday noon, he saw somebody that made him go weak down at the knees. She was walking towards him waving her hands with the same adorable smile as ever. He forgot to blink, even forgot to breathe for a moment. She stopped and stood right in front of him. A moment of silence and awkwardness was surrounding the place. Finally She Spoke "I Knew you won't even say a hello!! , You...

I run for the Sun, I miss the shade.. I urge for silence, I miss the noise.. I Pray for solitude, I miss the chaos.. I search for a shelter , i miss getting wet in the rain. All these line perfectly depict one of the most complicated things in the galaxy i.e. Human Desires and their fulfillment. One of the most true things is that how much you work for a things fulfillment, there would always be a desire still unfulfilled. Life is just a bucket in which you cannot fill everything you ever dreamt of. You often have to let many of things just go by. Be it the Bike you often dreamt of as a teenager, be it the girl who just sits paces ahead of you in the classroom who never gives a damn about you, be it the dream of being a cricketer. There are always dreams that are not always fulfilled. Well i am not courting to not work hard for you dreams, but the gist here is that Shattered dreams are always a thing to get sad on to have few sad months but not a spoiled life. Look ahead in...

Damnn yet another gadget launched this week and yet again i will dream to have it in my hands. Branded Shoes , Nice clothes , Nice places to dine at are things which surely are part of our lifestyle nowadays. Thats why i say Yes i am Materialistic. I still clearly remember i was not like this when i was kid. I always loved cricket more than most of the things on the planet. As a kid i didn't needed anything else than a nice cricket bat to play with and news that SRT yet again scored a century. I still remember i had millions of tantrums in regards to food when i was a kid, but if it was a good day at cricket pitch for me then anything sufficed , even i could have "Tinda" that day. For people who don't know what a Tinda is then you surely are one of the luckiest people on the planet, to introduce Tinda it is the worst Vegetable Mankind has ever seen. Well coming back to the stream, I still remember i used to wear clothes that my parents bought for me , and i...

She just Said " U have such cute fingers", I knew she wanted to hold my hand... She just stared at me, i knew that like me she also couldn't believe that all this was true.. She Just ruffled my hairs, i knew she wanted to say that you are all mine.. She Just smiled without a reason, i knew she was thinking of me.. She Just blinked , i knew she wanted to say that she loved me.. She just pinched me , i knew that she knew that i know everything that is unsaid between us.. P.S : I have a habit of biting my nails since i am a child, then how can i have cute fingers, Seems she uses cute instead of Weird :)

From ages i have a strange habit of collecting things which i feel might make me smile and feel nostalgic when i see them in my journey of life ahead. Here i am sitting in my room at my hometown, my eyes doesn't have a hint of sleep, i just pulled my bag from my almirah and went through things in that, i still have chocolate wrappers with dates on them , old greeting cards with me. Somehow i like to write dates on anything i preserve.Reading old dates fascinates me. Going through all this stuff, i had a small card in my hand it was something which my sister had given to me when we both were in school and that card had few beautiful lines written on it , here they go: If you cannot be a pine on the top of the hill, Be a Shrub in the valley  But be the best little shrub on the side of the hill. If you cannot be a highway, Then just be a Trail But lead somebody home. If you cannot be the sun , Be a little star But shine. It is not by the Size tha...

Often when we talk about women we often classify them into two groups One who work and the others who don't work which we often call as a House Wife. But i often think over it, Does working only means getting up in the morning at a certain time and then commuting towards the office and then working for somebody else. Doesn't getting up in the morning and then having the whole tiring and painful household chores to do throughout the day count as work? In my firm opinion there is no work harder then managing a home perfectly. To be true i too didn't had this know how of the hectic work that the house wives have to do at home. But being out of my home since last 8 years has made me feel the pinch of the same. It really feels hell when you have to do anything even for yourself. Sometimes you prefer being hungry rather than standing in the kitchen and doing an hour full of exercise of preparing a meal. The Hunger feels worth it. This made me realize that my mom ha...

Being an Optimistic is the biggest thing a human can achieve. Amidst a perfect day we can always think positive, but being optimistic during the darkest of the days is what really matters. Anything can happen anytime. Each one us must have witnessed sunshine while it is raining and really it is one of the most scenic thing one can ever witness. Hope in one's life should be like the same sunshine which fights against the rain but still seems beautiful. Hope is the thing which motivates to move on and carry on regardless of what one is suffering from, even it is rightly believed that when a person is suffering then hope is the thing which helps him overcome, all the medicines and counseling are always the secondary thing. Also speaking about the other aspect "Despair", it is also has a very formidable impact on a person. But you cannot get over unless u have a pinch of Hope left in you. Despair is just like a wet patch which goes away only when sun ...