A Chaotic Mind

She was just 23, she came to the capital with dreams in her mind, she wanted to learn wanted to be something for her family for herself. But fate has something else for her.She was raped and brutally assaulted in the city the capital city of the nation , where all the traffic is stopped when a single politician passes by. In the same city ad mist the same people the same police she was raped in a moving bus and that too in the most prominent areas of the city. Reading about whatever she had gone through really made me shiver. Once i read that somehow she managed to scribble something on a paper and " I want to live " was what she wrote. We cannot imagine how painful would it be lying in a bed knowing that you might die, that you may no longer see you family , no longer hear your loved ones talk , no longer hear them calling you , no longer work to make your dreams come true . She went through all this. I would like to merely relate ...

Her teeth were shining just like some beautiful white stones..The most enigmatic smiles i had ever seen. From where she was standing i could see that she had a dimple on her right cheek. Ad mist her talks she did took a notice of me, a smile in reply was there.her eyes were really talking, apart from the smile she had the most expressive eyes i had ever seen. She kept on talking , smiling , chirping just like a tiny bird. Everything appeared to be so beautiful and calm because of her. I tried to see if she had dimple on her left cheek too. From where i was standing it appeared she hadn't. The distance between of mere 6 stations appeared to be Quite long. At last she moved to get down , stood next to the door, And as she was about to get down she turned and just smiled back and i could only stay numb and the only thing i could remember was "She had a dimple on her left cheek too."

Often in life you tend to think why i am not the richest person on the planet, why i am not the one with the most privileges..Why i am not the one with the silver spoon. I too have spent my childhood dreaming about these fantasies, but i have learnt a lot from there. The statement i believe is " Don't ever see what you don't have, cherish the things you have in hand" . I see this statement very true because there are things which we aren't very proud of , but those very little things might be a aspiration for somebody. All this came into my mind few days back , i was at my sister's place for Diwali, As my Jiju and me were passing by a park he met a person who said a hello to him. Later he told me that he was one of the workers at his workplace and he earns a living for his whole family , and for a full day hard work he earns a meager 150 bucks.                                 ...

Life is strange ...There would be a moment when you have everything to smile on and there comes a thing to cry for.A moment you have people smiling around you and comes a moment when you have no one and you end up talking to yourself. A moment when you could do anything to have a glance of somebody , and there's a moment when you don't even want to hear the name. Life is full of surprises, even if you dare and predict a surprise it will bring up something new and you would do nothing just bow for the GREAT LIFE. It was one of the normal days , the day started with the routine hurry for the office. The highway jam packed, and this was too one of the surprises from Life, as this was a rare sight at this time in the morning. The day went usual at office ,the same brain storming and ending up with a conclusion "It ain't gonna work" ... It was a thing in the evening that really made me pen down this post. We were making way back towards home from office. As ...

Well today is one of the days when i don't have much to do in office...Just like on any other such day in office i have done almost everything other than work..browsed through pics of Beautiful girls in Facebook , checked some Weird software's ,cleaned up the desktop of my Laptop and many other useless things. And finally i recalled about my Blog,and man the last time i wrote was before the winters started...It's quite a bit of time.. Well like any other Indian i am a great Cricket Freak and YES i too am a big fan of Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar ..I Quote this month as a MONTH OF SIGNIFICANCE for the Indian Cricket team..First my own favorite The Great Indian Wall AKA Jammy ( Rahul Dravid ) retried from all forms of cricket and the other that SRT finally reached up the feat of scoring 100 100's. Man it sounds hysterical hundred 100's. Well speaking about these two cricketers ( off course my favorite Sportsmen on and off the fiel...

There are moments in life which u remember for quite a time...This happened with me last Saturday. A perfect weekend evening,with a slight chill that signifies soon to arrive winters in Delhi...We were Strolling at Connaught place (C.P) one of the up-Market plush regions of Delhi.. As we passed through a Woodland Store...A jacket that was there on one of Dummies caught my eye..It was a nice leather jacket. We entered in, and i had a try for the jacket.Man it fitted nice and i was kinda looking great (No pun intended)... I just turned and asked the store executive "What's the price of this?" And what he said left me with a burst of laughter, and "Crap" was what i screamed...14,000 bucks was what he had said... I din't expected it to be cheap but didn't expected it to be this much...I just got out of the cosy and smart jacket and handed it over to the executive...He was smiling too and i saw my laughter had made couple of eyes more staring at me.....

It's good to be important,But it's more important to be good,,This is one of my favoutite quote.I have it everywhere,on my desk,in my email signature,on my cell phone,my notebooks. And i am very proud that i really practice it.But it would be people who would know how compliant i am towards it. Well i surely agree that this world is dammn compettitive..and it is really a rat race.But this doesn't always implies that you have to step up on somebody in order to go up the ladder. Few polite words and few humble deeds a day doesn't hurt.I really adore one of the sayings that 'Once you die nobody remembers who you were,but they do remember how good of a person you were'. I too have a habit of being rude at times..Short temper is the thing that makes me do that.Even my family made me wear a ring to chill me down.And surey improvements were there but that's not because of this silly ring.It's my introspection which made me do that. If i cant bear somed...