A Chaotic Mind

Well most of my close ones must be knowing that i am a music freak..but my blog doesn't know this fact much. The idea to write about this part of mine came into my mind when i heard one of my all time fav tracks " Blue Night " from "Michael Learns to Rock"..Well love depicted in this song can't be more sweeter... However i may sound like somebody advertising an album..but " Michael Learns to Rock " is a worth listening album for any music Lover... Tracks like Someday,Sleeping Child,Blue Night and You took my heart away are awesome... Some other songs that are worth listening...Numb,Crawling,Points of Authority,One Step Closer from Linkin Park ... 21 guns from Green Day ..Sweet child O mine By Guns and roses .. There z a long list.. Well may it be any language,any form,any genre Music Rocks...

Gone are the days when i used to miss mumbai like anything,as i had firm faith time changes everything, and it got true pretty quick. Well it may seem that i don't miss mumbai anymore,but speaking precisely i mean i don't miss the fun in Mumbai as i used to do in the initial days,coz i have started enjoying Delhi too. Well it is always a pleasure being in these mighty cities specially being a bachelor,U can explore the city on and on. Don't know how is the life afterwards.Sorry if if i am carrying some wrong perceptions. Well as a much believed,fact that everything comes with it's share of pro's and con's, and i too had such pro's and con's when i moved to Delhi. And many a times a single pro is such,that it weighs out all the other con's alone. And that pro of me being in Delhi is my Mom,i can be there near to her..I don't have to long for months to see her..and i am loving it.. Anywayz there are still things that i miss from my L...

It always happens in life of a person that he gets into the past…But I believe I am more of a nostalgic person…Coz what all is in my mind is Memories ‘n’ Memories… Sometimes it’s me and sometimes few things which makes me crawl back into this world of Nostalgia.. Like the song “Jaane Kyun” from Dostana, whenever I hear it I go back it in my first few days in Mumbai. Every other thing like old pics from college makes me feel the same (This reminds me : Few days back I lost all my pics right from the start of the college till date from desktop coz of a severe virus  and me great don’t even have a backup of it..) Well summarizing I would say I am a man who loves to be in his past…and all credit goes to all of my dear friends who made all my these days extra special ,so that I can cherish them lifelong.

Last two weeks were one of the toughest I’ve ever seen in my life...Saturday 2nd October night saw Anjaana Anjaani with friends and Sunday 3rd October I woke up with fever and that started it all…I had dengue…. Initial few diagnosis said it just as a viral fever….Finally went home on Thursday and then it was all my Mom who did it for me…Doc had suggested to have high calories meals as dengue often burns up the calories and blood platelet count goes down rapidly and then follows severe weakness and muscle Ache.. But mom with her care and love just made me get over it in just 3-4 days...Then the routine checkup and others things to follow and I got back to office after a 2 week break on 19 October ‘Tuesday… Well this is again one of the countless selfless deeds mom does for us…So don’t want to wait for Mother’s day or any other special day...Just want to say you make my every day special…Love you mom….. Wish I could do even 1/3rd of things you’ve done for me…...

छोटी छोटी चितराई यादें, बिछी हुई है लम्हों की लॉन  में ....... नंगे पैर उन पर चलते चलते इतने दूर आ गये कि अब भूल गये है, जूते कहां उतारे थे। एड़ी नाजुक थी जब आये थे और नाजुक ही रहेगी जब तक ये खट्टी मीठी यादें इन्हें गुदगुदाती रहेगी सच अब भूल गये है जूते कहां उतारे थे, पर लगता है कि अब उनकी जरूरत नहीं है।

One of my fav tracks....Album : Meteora...Feat : Linkin Park This song says a lot!!! I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Every step that I take is another mistake to you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do, Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too Bu...

It's been a while since i m in gurgaon..d biggest n unpleasent change of my lyf..the only thing dat keeps me moving z that i can visit my home frequently..this z for d first time i m penning down of me being in gurgaon.. Lyf here z a lot diff..i wud say lyf here sucks big time 4 me..here i m into a fixed routine..the same getting up..see myself wid my wierd hairs in d morning..try n b a bit less weird..be in office..n those daily things..well my day alwayz starts wid a followup..followup 4 d time when my cab wud b there 2 pick me up..and almost ends up with followups wid d same cab to commute back to my room.. Lyf here is quite contrary from that of mumbai..one cannot b on streets at night coz of least amount of public transport.. Sometimes i feel you are a nobody if you don't own a private vehicle here..it's quite difficult to survive without key of it in ur pocket... I alwayz miss that essence n feel of mumbai..still i m a diehard optimistic..lyf z got something in st...