I've become so NUMB ...Can't feel u there

One of my fav tracks....Album : Meteora...Feat : Linkin Park

This song says a lot!!!

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do, Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too

But I know you were just like me

With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you


I've become so numb I can't feel you there

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