A Chaotic Mind

Damnn yet another gadget launched this week and yet again i will dream to have it in my hands. Branded Shoes , Nice clothes , Nice places to dine at are things which surely are part of our lifestyle nowadays. Thats why i say Yes i am Materialistic. I still clearly remember i was not like this when i was kid. I always loved cricket more than most of the things on the planet. As a kid i didn't needed anything else than a nice cricket bat to play with and news that SRT yet again scored a century. I still remember i had millions of tantrums in regards to food when i was a kid, but if it was a good day at cricket pitch for me then anything sufficed , even i could have "Tinda" that day. For people who don't know what a Tinda is then you surely are one of the luckiest people on the planet, to introduce Tinda it is the worst Vegetable Mankind has ever seen. Well coming back to the stream, I still remember i used to wear clothes that my parents bought for me , and i

She just Said " U have such cute fingers", I knew she wanted to hold my hand... She just stared at me, i knew that like me she also couldn't believe that all this was true.. She Just ruffled my hairs, i knew she wanted to say that you are all mine.. She Just smiled without a reason, i knew she was thinking of me.. She Just blinked , i knew she wanted to say that she loved me.. She just pinched me , i knew that she knew that i know everything that is unsaid between us.. P.S : I have a habit of biting my nails since i am a child, then how can i have cute fingers, Seems she uses cute instead of Weird :)

From ages i have a strange habit of collecting things which i feel might make me smile and feel nostalgic when i see them in my journey of life ahead. Here i am sitting in my room at my hometown, my eyes doesn't have a hint of sleep, i just pulled my bag from my almirah and went through things in that, i still have chocolate wrappers with dates on them , old greeting cards with me. Somehow i like to write dates on anything i preserve.Reading old dates fascinates me. Going through all this stuff, i had a small card in my hand it was something which my sister had given to me when we both were in school and that card had few beautiful lines written on it , here they go: If you cannot be a pine on the top of the hill, Be a Shrub in the valley  But be the best little shrub on the side of the hill. If you cannot be a highway, Then just be a Trail But lead somebody home. If you cannot be the sun , Be a little star But shine. It is not by the Size that you win or fail,