A Chaotic Mind

It always happens in life of a person that he gets into the past…But I believe I am more of a nostalgic person…Coz what all is in my mind is Memories ‘n’ Memories… Sometimes it’s me and sometimes few things which makes me crawl back into this world of Nostalgia.. Like the song “Jaane Kyun” from Dostana, whenever I hear it I go back it in my first few days in Mumbai. Every other thing like old pics from college makes me feel the same (This reminds me : Few days back I lost all my pics right from the start of the college till date from desktop coz of a severe virus  and me great don’t even have a backup of it..) Well summarizing I would say I am a man who loves to be in his past…and all credit goes to all of my dear friends who made all my these days extra special ,so that I can cherish them lifelong.

Last two weeks were one of the toughest I’ve ever seen in my life...Saturday 2nd October night saw Anjaana Anjaani with friends and Sunday 3rd October I woke up with fever and that started it all…I had dengue…. Initial few diagnosis said it just as a viral fever….Finally went home on Thursday and then it was all my Mom who did it for me…Doc had suggested to have high calories meals as dengue often burns up the calories and blood platelet count goes down rapidly and then follows severe weakness and muscle Ache.. But mom with her care and love just made me get over it in just 3-4 days...Then the routine checkup and others things to follow and I got back to office after a 2 week break on 19 October ‘Tuesday… Well this is again one of the countless selfless deeds mom does for us…So don’t want to wait for Mother’s day or any other special day...Just want to say you make my every day special…Love you mom….. Wish I could do even 1/3rd of things you’ve done for me…...

छोटी छोटी चितराई यादें, बिछी हुई है लम्हों की लॉन  में ....... नंगे पैर उन पर चलते चलते इतने दूर आ गये कि अब भूल गये है, जूते कहां उतारे थे। एड़ी नाजुक थी जब आये थे और नाजुक ही रहेगी जब तक ये खट्टी मीठी यादें इन्हें गुदगुदाती रहेगी सच अब भूल गये है जूते कहां उतारे थे, पर लगता है कि अब उनकी जरूरत नहीं है।