A Chaotic Mind

Zindagi mein sab kuch paane ki abhilasha... Zindagi se sab kuch paane ki abhilasha. Har khushi har lamhe ko saja kar rakhne ki abhilasha.. Kuch lamho ko rok sa lene ki abhilasha.. Harkatein naadan si hain ab bhi..unhe kuch be-nadaan banane ki abhilasha... kisi se door hain,to uske paas jaane ki abhilasha... Uski yaadon ko dil me piro sa lene ki abhilasha... Be-noor si ho zindagi to us noor ko paane ki abhilasha Beete hue lamho ko ek baar fir se jee lene ki abhilasha.. Hasta hun apni naadaniyon par..Par apni us hasi par bhi yaki na karne ki abhilasha.. Lagta hai jaise kuch na hota mujhme agar na hoti ye ABHILASHA...

Dedicated to all the times when hope dies and dreams shatter... Song from Parikrama... Wrapped in a polythene, tucked away safe in my mind A little goodbye, maybe, or just a passing smile The birds fly away to the southern sky searching a home A bunch o' paper flowers, or a little boy left all alone Can somebody hear me, I'm screamin' from so far away Morning who'll calm you,now the evening's eclipsed again Well does life get any better More yesterday than today How I thought the sun would shine tommorow But it rained...

Music..that's been the biggest love of my life. Ever since i remember anything,i am humming, anything that i feel lyk.. Well had listened a lot about different kind of music. On 10 Oct'09 attended my till date biggest live music show. It was Nemesis 09 at Father Angelo's College, Vashi, Navi Mumbai... The first thing we noticed as we entered there was the extra dedicated student volunteers on the entry gate. They checked us like anything. Even they would had beaten black cat commandos on that. To add up to our misery even water bottles were also submitted at the entry. While our walk from the entry gate till the performance place the number of volunteers we went through was far more than the no of vistors..and adding to it everyone of them was asking for us to display our Gate pass lyk they have been awarded points for doing so. Oops i forgot to tell the show we were about to attend was a ROCK SHOW !!!!! At the entry itself we saw people those looked out of this world... Lo

Heard a lot that Love z immortal,but love needs love to grow up.. I truly believe that Love is mortal..it stays immortal until it is showered with the same love 'n' care. This is my personal perception ,truly it'll share a deep contrast with many of us.

More than a year since i came to mumbai.Still that day is fresh in my mind when i got mail from my first employer SYNTEL. Just went through the mail and there it was the joining place 'MUMBAI'.Everything just felt like as a dream.I was heading towards MUMBAI financial capital of India,the Mayanagri..... Had heard that lyf gets boring after u get into this proff world.....but courtesy my dear friends they didn't ever let me feel dat i am no more a kid now... Time just passed by..don't know how?? But truly Mumbai Rocks.There z somethin special about this place.The night life rocks...In midst of night also one feels like the day has just started. Rather night is the best time to come out..pleasent weather,traffic less streets (Picked up from Wake up Sid but really i believe in this fact) Did a lot in this one year.Tried to concentrate on work also,but at the end of the day came to know thats not my cup of tea...came to know working more just makes me crib. Trav